I got fear

I´m sitting in my room,
starring at the wall,
desert colours in my mind –
darkness in my soul.

Shadows over me,
I´m falling down again,
captured in isolation,
walking through the rain.

No one there to see my tears and
No one hears my cry,
No way out and no solution,
I´m yearning for the sky.( to be free )

No one there to see my tears and no one
feels my fear.
No one there to see the cage and
I´m crying here.( just to be free )

Rainbow colours in my hand,
They whisper in my ear-
However I cant understand
`cause I got fea